Disbelief

Alone in my thoughts,

I stay up late at night…

Visiting a world

I’m afraid of.

 

Too shy to talk

To them with my

Quivering voice,

I post stuff

 

To make them

Laugh, cry,

Or scream…

Or just to inspire them

& dare them to dream.

 

An escape from a world

I’d rather not be in…

Some say I’m selfish,

But I don’t believe it.

 

Just unhappy with the way

Things turned out.

Unable to change them,

Trying to avoid the ultimate

Way out.

 

Yet I think too much

& scream in my dreams.

 

I’ve too much apathy

For those who love me

& love the ones

I cannot have…

 

I cannot

Believe

This is what

I waited for

All my life.

 

Copyright 2012 By Tabatha Seven

9-11-12

11:05 p.m.