For many years,
I have wanted to die…
But the prospect of pain
Brings fears & tears to my eyes.
I cannot be
What I want to be…
Don’t have the strength
Or will anymore.
I can do little more
Than sleep all the time…
And scream at the one
Who says he loves me.
I want to jump
Off a thousand-foot bridge
But the pain would be too much ~
And I might survive.
I could take some bottles
Of pills…
But with my luck,
Someone would find me
& take me to
The psychiatric ward.
I have so little
Desire to live…
But not enough energy
To leave
This world.
Copyright 2012 by Tabatha Seven
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